Is it worth it all?

The stress, anxiety, the bitchiness, of not knowing what people are truly saying behind your back, even if they swear they dont gossip. It can all get too much sometimes. Dont kid yourself. They all do it. We all do. Each and every single one of us is guilty of stringing a tale of falsely...

Appreciation.

Appreciation. A single word that can have such depth and meaning to it. In January this year I set off on the adventure of a life time. To explore the wonders of the world. I was also on the quest to find myself too. Did I accomplish that? I cannot be sure, although my family...

No good deed ever goes unpunished.

To say its been an emotionally draining week is an understatement. For someone who seems to have lost the ability to feel any sort of emotion 99% of the time, these last 7 days I've been wallowing in the depths of my mind. The vivid images which I have been witness to, pass through my...

Fairy Tales.

Life can be plain and simple. Or it can be a complex maze. A maze for where you will never know what the end holds captive. How ever you choose to look at it life is full of mystery, deception and idealastion of what is real and what isn't. From a young age every child...

What is my purpose.. Midnight thoughts.

What is my purpose in life. As I sit here, on the cold hard floor of the my work place, my back pressed flat against the wall, each individual vertebrae rolling against the wall with every move I make and a crying dog in the background. A time of the night, or early morning I...

Time & Change.

What does it really mean? In a world that is constantly evolving, changing and never sleeps. A place where life can change in the blink of an eye, or slow down and feel like your walking through a dream. What is real and what isn't. To constantly question one self. Question why things happen the way...

What does life really mean?

A question I ask my self a million times a day. Every waking thought I have some how seems to lead back to myself questioning the meaning of life, what its all about, who are we here for, whats our purpose? As always I feel stuck in the middle, never sure which way to go,...

Opinions.

Opinions; is a view or judgement formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge. But yet opinions can be taken out of context so easily. They can rule the world, destroy the world and mostly fuck up the world. What is deemed to be right by one person may be deemed wrong by...

Self Belief

Of all the places to come across a quote that suddenly tugged on the heart strings I was not expecting to find this in a TV series on Netflix. Today, just like every other day I was sitting curled up with my favorite pillows behind me, my head phones in and my windows open with...

Why are the hardest things to talk about the ones that need it the most??

I'm not going to use the word because I can barely say it out loud and even just the thought of it brings me a great deal of pain but it's something that needs to be addressed. Not just for myself personally but for all the other valuable and vulnerable people out there who are suffering...